May
14
there are times when this journey inside of life becomes unsure. the light of assurance flickers dimly, daring to burn out. i question what i once was so sure of. things seem to be thrown out of focus, the road is hardly recognizable. the worldly business and buzz consume the ultimate goal, blurring it out of sight. uncanny is the speed of negative that the darkness of the world carries . doubt slowly curls its sly, cold fingers around my thoughts, threatening to invade all that is true. knees weaken under the hefty bulk of uncertainty that i have let control me. i become confused, scared, unable to move. where is the truth that i once held so dearly, where is the peace? we had once walked hand in hand, fully trusting, no foolish doubts to blockade the future ahead. and i know that same truth and peace is still there, still waiting. but somehow i drifted away. perhaps i was preoccupied with doing things in my own power, or by taking on useless worries. i let it creep in, the rush of the world taking me in a whirlwind. i loose focus. i forget who controls the universe, the one who knits together even the tiny molecules. colossians 1:17 “And He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together.” suddenly i am snapped out of my ridiculous worry imposed stupor. the path that had diminished is once again illuminated as i remember Who’s kid i am. the Kings kid, God, my perfect Father. He becomes my sanity. He is in total control! He screws my head on straight, takes my once clenched hand, and leads me back into His place of truth. He replaces my singed eyesight with His vision……He has us. He’s got His kids’ back. what should we fear, why should we worry? He is for us, waiting to be our sanity. sweet Jesus Christ, my sanity. my clarity….
acts 17:28
”In him we live and move and have our being……..”